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Step 3: My Healn’ Journey With Surrender


My Healn’ Journey With Surrender

Over the years, replacing one person with another left me with a lot of emotional baggage and an exhausted outlook. Therefore, I decided to take a different approach and find the love within that I heard so much about because I never wanted to rely on someone else to make me happy again!

Early in life, I accepted Jesus Christ as my Lord & Savior, hoping to live a good life of service and commitment. But as I grew older, I became addicted to human affection and strayed from my path. After several endings with lovers, I gave up on other people and chose to find out how I could bring happiness to myself.

To begin my venture of self-healing, I decided to lean on the divine to make me whole, and I turned my will and life over to God. I made a few bold and risky decisions to find God that made my family, friends, and my ‘sane self’ question my mental stability. Yet, deep down, I felt confident in my judgment and sensed there was no other way for me to become complete. I couldn’t go wrong allowing my Creator to rehabilitate me, right?

This is what I did:

1. I quit my job as an educator.

I was too depressed and irritated to do anything. My responsibilities at work became overwhelming; I could not eat or sleep regularly, and it wasn’t easy to engage positively with my students and the staff.

Giving Your Life To God

2. Rented Out My Home

Because I no longer had a steady paycheck, I couldn’t afford to pay the mortgage. So, I found a responsible renter to take over the payments to preserve my credit standing. Guess what? My tenant’s first name happened to be the same name as the street address. Was that a coincidence or a sign?

Surrender Your Broken Heart

3. I moved to Florida

I hosted a yard sale, sold all my belongings except for a few clothing items, and then relocated 900 miles away without a job, housing, or family.

Surrender Your Broken Heart

4. I Purchased An RV And Became Friends With The Spirits Of The Sky

I cashed in my retirement and purchased a 31-foot Wildcat 5th Wheel. From there, I found a peaceful, friendly RV community to nestle down and reset my life. Guess what else? The RV salesman’s last name also was the same name of my street address. Was that another coincidence or a sign?

Surrender Your Broken Heart

When I finally settled into my new way of living, I began to pray, meditate, read the books/stories in the Bible, and explore ways to be more spiritual in hopes of connecting with my Lord and Savior.

*Disclaimer: You Do Not Have To Do The Things I Did To Surrender Your Broken Heart

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